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The energy for 2016 is all about bringing in a change for humanities evolution; and as my guidance will often share with me the deeper movements that are happening, I sometimes underestimate my connection to those who have already embodied and left the planet, yet somehow my connection with these great masters is real, tangible and powerful.

During a recent meditation I could see a face appearing; the face was one I recognised as Mahatma Gandhi. I have often seen him in dreams and in meditations and have been drawn to his life story through DVDs and books including my version of The Baghvad Gita which was written by Mahatma Gandhi.

Many years ago I met a blind 85yearold Guru from India named Prabaj through a mutual friend who asked me to come along to a satsang with this Guru.

He was divine; uplifting and embodied peace. As he told his life story, I was in awe as this man who was blind from the age of 2years old had lived in India by the Ganga River with Mahatma Gandhi.

This was my first encounter of knowing someone who actually knew Gandhi; it was an experience I have never forgotten. As my life experiences guided me to people, places and even books, I was drawn to the teachings of Paramahansa Yoganda, whom also knew Gandhi in his human embodiment.

As Gandhi appeared in my meditation he began to speak to me; I told him I was not going to remember what is being shared, and he said, you will write after the meditation and I will share through you, so it began, my communication with Mahatma Gandhi......

Have you ever noticed when the mind is still and life is calm that you begin to search for a problem, an issue, or even a distraction. This is what I call fishing......

The mind searches externally for movement for a reference point to attach to. This can look like being involved, caring, helping, advising and the list goes on. The moment your mind distracts you away from the internal state of peace and shows you an external story, you have automatically connected and sent energy out into the energy pool of the universe and connected. Now you wait, you listen, you observe, you feel the tug, the movement at the end of the line.

This is your key to begin the process of involvement, of hooking onto and into the story. The bait was set by the mind, the line was thrown out by you, and now you feel the tug as some distraction at the end of the line, wants you to reel in the line and see what is at the end. Depending upon how big the story is, will depend upon how easy it is to get involved, the bigger the catch the greater the story.

I have just had an amazing journey to India, seeing all the spiritual sites, people and Ashrams that my teachings have come from, and now back home life feels very surreal, was I even there, connecting, feeling and allowing my entire being to drop into my lineage, my teachings. Since arriving home nothing seems to fulfil me, there is no need to be anywhere, go anywhere or do anything. Guidance has shown me this feeling is likened to falling down the Rabbit hole, remembering the movie "Down the Rabbit Hole" I can relate deeper to its meaning now. Right now I am feeling disoriented, and a part of me wants to climb back up to the reality that I know so well, yet another part of me is satisfied, content, and literally having no movement or urge to change this moment.

As I sit and drop I can see the choices that life brings into my awareness, yet I am not reaching, wanting or needing to step into any of them. There truly are no words to describe this place, I try, but no words can reach the truth of what I am feeling.

I could say I am peaceful, yet peace is not it, I can say I am content, yet contentment still is not it. I am feeling like everything from my existence before India has been stripped away, that I am beginning my life now as a new babe, no experience is connecting me with old patterns and reactions. My body has been suffering since I got home, and is slowly picking up now. A friend from India told me that my body is suffering because my Soul has de-cluttered. It has let go of all my old attachments and energies that have been stored away from past experiences.